"father, I love you kasi!!!"

*may nakapag kwento lang sa kin nito. it seems to be fictional, anyway, i find it stupid and at the same time, hilarious(kahit papaano). hindi ako ang bida dito.

*we were in grade six back then, when we had our first retreat. isa lang an retreat master nun na nag-handle sa 4 sections. yes, he's good looking(meztizo, matangkad), at ang daming nagkaka-gandarapa sa kanya.unfortunately, i'm not one of them. nd kac sya hawig ni prince william eh. hehehe. i don't like him, kac he's very arrogant. kaya sa mga sessions, nd ako maka-pag disclose agad..

so, eto na nga, nangyari daw 2 sa ibang section. there was this girl, and we really label her as "biatch", as in everybody seems to hate her, kac she's so mean. nung isang session daw nung evening, they were not asked to bring anything. eto daw sya, nagdala ng magazine. they were asked to settledown, para maka-pag start. basa pa rin sya, kasama ung barkada nya. until they caught fr. j's attention. nagalitc father , at cnabi nya na "bkt ka nagadala nyan, di sabi ko walang kelangang dalin?!" nagulat daw ung ibang tao nung cnabi nung girl na to "FATHER, I LOVE YOU KASI!!!" she just did that to catch his attention...wrong move...

remote control and the panic/discussion room

another psycho moment na naman ang nangyari kahapon...

we are currently having our thesis meeting yesterday sa discussion room sa library. clear ang glass ng bawat room, kaya makkta mo bawat taong dumadaan. may dumaan na mga law students, ung isa sumenyas, kung nasa amin ung remote. tapos, sumagot naman ung isang classmate ko, sbi nya wla at sumesenyas sya ng parang may tinittxt. so ganun, umalis na cla papunta sa knilang room. nang biglang humirit ung classmate namin, "sabi ko sa kanya wala akong cell phone" (she's referring dun sa guy na naghanap nung remote).so tawa naman kami, ang biglang nag-react ung nasa kabilang room(cla pala un), "'kala nya hinihingi ko ung number o", tapos, tumawa din cla. so ako gumanti, sbi ko, "hahaha, narinig pla tau". at nakitawa din kami. so in short, twanan ang nsa 2 room: kami at cla. tawa na kung tawa. after mga 10 mins, kumatok ung librarian sa 'min kung kami daw ba ung maingay? syempre, sabat naman ako, sbi ko nd, pero ung kasama humingi ng apology. hay nku, kutob ko, ung mga law students ung nag-sumbong(msama mag judge, hmm). kung cla man.. hello?! 2mawa din cla

*kac naman, bakit naman nd sound proof ung discussion room sa ust?kaya nga discussion eh, the technology kac naman, pare, it was like 1611? anong petsa na?!pero, in fairness humahabol ang skul namin...

remote control and the panic/discussion room

another psycho moment na naman ang nangyari kahapon...

we are currently having our thesis meeting yesterday sa discussion room sa library. clear ang glass ng bawat room, kaya makkta mo bawat taong dumadaan. may dumaan na mga law students, ung isa sumenyas, kung nasa amin ung remote. tapos, sumagot naman ung isang classmate ko, sbi nya wla at sumesenyas sya ng parang may tinittxt. so ganun, umalis na cla papunta sa knilang room. nang biglang humirit ung classmate namin, "sabi ko sa kanya wala akong cell phone" (she's referring dun sa guy na naghanap nung remote).so tawa naman kami, ang biglang nag-react ung nasa kabilang room(cla pala un), "'kala nya hinihingi ko ung number o", tapos, tumawa din cla. so ako gumanti, sbi ko, "hahaha, narinig pla tau". at nakitawa din kami. so in short, twanan ang nsa 2 room: kami at cla. tawa na kung tawa. after mga 10 mins, kumatok ung librarian sa 'min kung kami daw ba ung maingay? syempre, sabat naman ako, sbi ko nd, pero ung kasama humingi ng apology. hay nku, kutob ko, ung mga law students ung nag-sumbong(msama mag judge, hmm). kung cla man.. hello?! 2mawa din cla

*kac naman, bakit naman nd sound proof ung discussion room sa ust?kaya nga discussion eh, the technology kac naman, pare, it was like 1611? anong petsa na?!pero, in fairness humahabol ang skul namin...

catastrophes, mishaps--whatever you call it!

*ang maka-nkasulat dito ay pawang katotohanan. may tinago ang kanilang mga pangalan upang ang kanilang mga pagkatao'y mapangalagaan. 'wag tutularan, wag gagayahin ng mga bata, nyek!< hmmm pyscho statement na naman>

la bella

about 3 years ago, nung una kong na-encounter c bella flores. naalala ko nung time na madalas kong ginagaya ung boses nya (that husky, creepy voice). so here it goes.. nakapila kami ng friend ko sa watsons sa sm north, nang biglang sumingit tong c bella flores sa pila namin at gumawa pa ng eksena. "ang haba ng pila dito darling". and i was like, ano ba 'to "pa-star", damatands naman. grabe ung outfit nya, tanda ko pa na she's wearing this skimpy shorts and shirts with a foral bandana na spring colors, ung pambahay na nilagayan ng arte, at ang make-up, nd pantay ung kulay ng mukha sa leeg. tapos eto ang friend ko, pinakitaan ako ng 500 pesos, she dared me na magpa-AUTOGRAPH kay bella, then i'll get the money, pwdng pagkain, ako na daw ang bhala. so i asked her.(500 din un noh!) nanginginig pa ako when i flashed her a smile. it's really nerve wracking, sobra! then sabi nya "never mind, we will get to know each other soon". ang daming taong nkaka-kita nung incident. nd lang dahil napahiya ako, wala rin akong 500. tapos, tinanong pa nya kung san kami nag-aaral, sabi na lang namin, "excuse me, but we really have to go na po" bigla kaming takbo ng friend ko. parang gusto naming mag-maskera sa hiya... :p

lesson: wag nyo kaming tutularan

wow! Hotdog

eto, medyo unforgettable. second year ako nung nangyari to:

bumibili kami ng classmate ko sa coop ng tuna sandwich. may bibilin lang ako sa kabilang stall, tapos pinabantay ko sa kanya ang wallet ko. pag balik ko sa stall na un, may nakita akong guy na nagla-lagay ng ketchup sa hotdog, nd na ako tumingala kac ina-assume ko na sya un, tangkad kac eh. so, nag-biro ako, "WOW HOTDOG!, PAHINGI NAMAN". (ang stupid pa ng itsura ko, ung dilat na dilat na enthusiastic, bsta ganun).then, only to realize na nd sya ung classmate ko, then bigla nagulat ung guy at nag-taka,he was like, ay beket?!! classmate ko nasa kabilang dulo pa, nkta nya ung nangyari, and we couldn't stop laughing afterwards. sabi ko sa kanya, "dude,2mawa muna tau bago mo kunin ung order mo". --grabeng psycho moment 'to

malabong mata

bsta, sorry kung mabasa mo 'to. anonymous ka naman eh. papunta kami ng friend ko sa benavidez para mag-kwen2han ng masinsinan. nung nasa hall way kami. nkta namin na pasalubong ung crush ko nung time na un. sbi ko sa friend ko nung palapit ung guy "c dino, ung naka-commerce na uniform na matangkad, pasalubong, wag kang maingay bka mkhalata" nagka-salubong nag kami nung crush ko, biglang humirit ung friend ko "uy ghel, ang gwapo pala nya eh"<:take note:1. katapat na namin ung guy nung cnabi nya un 2.ang lakas tlga nang boses nya, as in harapan nya na kasalubong > shucks!!! napahiya ako. iba pala ung nkita nung friend ko. sa inis ko, gusto kong mag-freak out sa inis, pero super sorry naman ung friend ko eh. but from then on, pag nagkaka-salubong kami nung guy, parang gugustuhin ko na lang maging invisible. for a while, i feel that i don't have the face to show him.

Live for today

Live For Today -by natalie grant

Sittin' in my room staring at the wall
Wonderin' about the meaning of it all
Why is it this thing called life
Has got me goin' crazy
So I open up your word and let it speak to me
The purpose and the plan that you've designed
Is clear to see, and I believe

Chorus:
I'm gonna live for today
I'm gonna follow in your way
I'm gonna let my little light shine
Like there's no tomorrow
I won't worry about the past
I know my future is intact
So I'll choose to live my life one way
I'm gonna live it for today

You told me not to worry
About what lies ahead
So I am gonna focus on today instead
Making every moment count and counting
Every single blessing
I'm gonna set my mind on the
Here and the Now
This is what I want my life to be about
And this is How...

reality bites.

fyi: i haven't watched that movie yet, by march cguro. (irelevant 'to)

ok, let me get this straight: ito ang mga bagay na madalas naiicp ko

1 week na akong petix, ung nd natutkan ung dapat kong gawin. omigod! anong ginawa ko sa mga araw na lumipas?!pero syempre pasko, cno bang kj ang magpapaka-sipag sa mga panahong un noh?(naicp ko lang) damn it! mabuti na lang, it's never too late to get things done (i'm referring to school stuffs here. ayoko nang isa-isahin, tsk tsk tsk, delikado na.
bsta,k nd ako papasok nang nd ako handa bec of the ff reasons:
1) ayokong ma-okray ng prof sa labor
2) gusto ko nang mag-bagong buhay, this is my last chance to prove myself
3) at dahil last chance ko na, might as well, pagbutihan ko na, di ba?

may mga bagay na kelangan ko pag-ukulan ng pansin aside from my studies. syempre nanjan ang ibang importanteng bagay sa buhay: my personal relationship with god,my friends, family, etc. without them, i won't have the confidence to face my daily struggles. ( i hope that makes sense)

eto ang madalas sumagi sa icp ko: bkt nd ko magawang, ma-attach ulit, emotionally? (u know what i mean). i guess, hinanap ko muna ang sarili ko, bago ko hanapin c ALDO (codename for my ideal guy). now, it's been a while. but it's weird kac, whenever i told myself that i'm ready to take the risk to fall for a person, i would end up realizing that, that person belongs to someone else or after someone else. lagi na lang ganito.
but, i came to point where, i can't fool myself anymore. i have to deal with this. i have to start somewhere. i can't make a person like me. maybe, god wants me to have a "purposeful singleness". maybe, this is not the right time to settle down, as they say, the right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing. there is so much more to see in my life. hard as it may seem, i would not put my life on hold, waitng for that someone. nako, nka-msira ulo ko! if i'm going to calculte the time i've wasted for that someone. bka naka 5 seasons na ako ng OC. so, syang!
I know i'm young, and i'm going to meet more people. i'll meet him cguro when i least expected it. kac, God knows that I love surprises, kaya nga gusto nya i-divert ung attention ko. para nd ako ma dissappoint di ba? well, kelangan ko cguro isang tabi ung mga ganyan, kelangan ko muna icp kung pa'no ako mkaka-tapos.

i don't mind if i'm the most attractive or smartest person in the class. bsta, all i know is i'm real, or i should say original because i don't want others to impose orders on me,and most of all i don't want to become a stereotype...

free!

there's one thing that i want to do right now--- to break away! i want to rechanrge my inner batteries, to recollect my thoughts, and most of all, i want to communicate with God. because of my cluttered life, i want to go and find out what God really wanted to do with my life.

i'm going to graduate this march, and i want to get things done. i want to look back with pride,not with resentment.

a walk in a park will do, basta all i want is to get away from my daily activities, for a moment. i want to clear my mind from worries from school, home, etc.

despite of being a sister, friend, and student--i am ME. I am entrusted with a life that's solely mine.

This is the golden age of my life and i want to make the most out of it. I know that there will always be bad times, but all of these are just transitory, it leaves no permanent mark.

Now, I don't want to think about what other people say about me. I'd rather focus on what God thinks. I don't want to limit myself in my present situation. I know everything will be fine. Whatever happens to me, he will make my path straight.

not another love story

Last week, we were assigned to make our own "make-believe" love story in business communications class. it's not that simple because we have to use at least 9 out of the 12 tenses that we have discussed. The story was inspired by the people that I've met and the people that I want to meet, and my past. I was really meticulous with my choice of words because I assume that my professor doesn't want to read a mediocre work. On the other hand, I don't want my work to become cheap.(like those "pang-katulong" stories) Yes, I admit, I'm not a prolific writer, but I can still write substantially.
It was not a typical love story that you see in movies. It's very plain and doesn't have any twists at all---because I don't have enough time to polish it.