Thursday, February 28, 2008

From Francia's Blog

1. When is the last time you held handswith someone?- eight years2. What should you be doing right now?- checking my multiply account3 . Have you ever crawled through awindow?- yes4. Where is your mom?- at home5 . Morning or night person?- morning6. What was the last movie you watched?- Little Black Book7. ...where?- at ho,e8. Any cool scars?- my newest scar from my grey jelly flats9. Things about the opposite/same sex you notice first:- smile10. What was the last cd you bought?- blank cd11 . Ever been in love?- yes..eight years ago12. What's something your friends makefun of you for?- late reactions13. What is your curfew?- 1 am14. Would you ever dye your hair red?- yes, but only streaks16. What's your worst personality flaw?- i worry too much17. What place would you most like to visit?- London1 8. Who's your best friend?- GOD19. Do you want a well paying job or ajob you enjoy?- both20. Do you wish to have the samefriends when you're older?-sure but of course i would love to have new friends too23. When were you last on the phone?- 3 hours ago25 . Do you like math?- nope26. What about history?- nope27. Have you ever seen 5 squirrels at one time?- nope28 . Can you touch your nose with your tongue?- nope,29. Do you have a brother?- yes, o3 of them30. Did your great granddad fight inthe civil war?- yes31. Who's your favorite person to talkto?- my batchmate john32. Have you ever used photobucket?- nope33. Do you like hugs?- sure34. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?- at the moment, none35. Do you want to be a doctor?- not in a million years36. Have you ever fallen asleep withgum in your mouth?- yes, when I was eight37. What do you do right before you go to bed?- pray and listen to my ipod afterwards38. Right when you get outta bed?- take a bath39. Do you love your parents?-yes40 . What music are you listening toright now:- So Perfect by MYMP41. Do you want to be famous?- yes for the right reasons42. Do you spend a lot of time thinkingabout life?- YES!43. Do you do your own laundry?- yes45. Do you believe in love?- yes, even if I failed a thousand times46. Ever want to sky dive?- yes47. When was the last time you got angry?- when I was not included in our departments meeting48. Are you addicted to MySpace?- nope49. Would you classify yourself as clever?- somehow50. What do you hate the most at the moment?- PMS

Monday, February 18, 2008

I'm Only Human


To start with my entry, I would like to remove the persona that I portay in the workplace, in the community, and in my family. For now, I would like to be me with no pretentions at all.

I can say that I'm blessed with people that sees my worth, that I can see the human face of God.

I'm also blessed to have a parent that inspite my stubbornes and my other shortcomings, loves me for who i really am . I'm grateful to be that God continues to give me opportunities to discover myself. Despite of all these things, I still feel that I don't have the gutts to face God, because of those things that I despise about myself. I've been serving for 2 years, It really lifts my spirit whenever someone got inspired from my sharing about my personal relationship with God. But, whenever I utter words or do something that intend to hurt other people, I start to cringe. Then, I asked myself, "Am I worthyt to His child?" Guys, I am a hypocrite.


This is my struggle: I've realized that the more you serve God, the more people would expect from you. Because, you should always set an example for them. This is the bitter reality that I have to face, this is the hurdle that I want to surpass.


I would always make mistakes. More often that not, it took me 2 or 3 stumbling blocks to learn a principle.


I'm only human