how i wish...

Prince and me is one of my favorite romantic flicks. Though cheesy, it keeps me inspired to make my dreams turn into reality,and hopefully meet 'Aldo'

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Goodbye Spanky

Goodbye Spanky

Spanky was given to us by a family friend when I was in first year high school. I can still remember how hyper he was back then. Ang kulit nya, sobra. I got pissed most of the time because he was fond of biting my shoes. I can't recall how many pairs he damaged.
But, when he got older, his behavior changed. That was the time when I began to love him.
One time, I was looking for my pair of socks outside our house. I was so getting impatient because I can't really find it. Spanky suddenly crawled under the pile of basins, then I yelled, "Wag mong guluhin yan!" Then, he came out with my socks and gave it to me. Indeed, a dog is a man's best friend.Another experience that I would never forget about Spanky was when I had fight with my Dad, I stepped outside and cried. I decided to hug him, and he licked my my right cheek. I was really touched. On that moment, I've learned that dogs probably know how to sympathize. They can sense that there's something wrong.
They say that dogs and cats fight. It happens, but not in our home. My aunt gave us two cats last year.I'm afraid that Spanky might kill them. The next thing I know, he began playing with them.

Haaay, I wanted to write so much about this dog, but I guess that this blog entry would be enough to express how much I'll miss him.

I'm not really a pet lover. But, Spanky taught me how to love creatures like him.

Goodbye Spanky.

A Random Thought

They say, your room is an extension of yourself. It reflects your personality. For me, it represents your present state of mind or your life in general.

Three years had passed after my graduation and I felt that I'm still on the same ground. In other words, nothing significant happened in my life. It was stagnant. Just like my cluttered room, I have so many things that I wanted to do with my life. It's just that I don't know what step I'll take. Shucks, I'm really confused.

I've been agonizing for months and it dawned to me that I have to start somewhere. I was a dreamer once and I want to get my life back on track. My mom can't say that I have focus.
I want to live the life that I wanted. Really.

A fan of Q&A

1. Are you dating the last person you kissed?
No.

2. Pretend you've had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing.
Drinking a hot cup of tea and eating a banana. I hate throwing up

3. What do you want?
To make my plans happen.

4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
None.

5. Do you talk to yourself?
Sometimes =))

6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
No, that's stupid

7. Who knows a secret or two about you?
Julie and Tseri

8. How long is your hair?
Below shoulders

9. Do you like Batman?

No, he's pretty hilarious:)

10. Who did you last hug?
My cat Peggy

12. Do you swear at your parents?
Yes.

13.Do you like anyone?
Yes ;)

14. When was the last time you lied?

Yesterday

15. When was the last time you cried?
Ewan. :P

16. Is your birthday on a holiday?
No, but it's a week before christmas

17. What instant messaging service do you use?
Y!M.

18. Last thing you cooked today?
Ampalaya with Magic Sarap..Yum!

19. Did you have a nap today?
Nope

20. Who's house did you go to last?
My cousin's

21. What are you currently listening to?
I'm feeling you by Michelle Branch

22. Why is the sky blue?

Because it complements the color of the sea.

23. Do you like green beans?
Yes

24. Do you swear a lot?
Yes

25. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?

From my closet

26. Have any regrets?
Yes.

27. Do you use an alarm clock?
Yes.

28. Where and when was your default MySpace picture taken?
From a scanned studio picture

29. What kind of camera do you have?
Canon.

30. Whats the first thing you notice on the preferred sex?
Ears (I know it's weird), eyes and teeth.

31. Is cheating ever okay?
No.

32. Do you want someone you can't have?

34. Do you wear underwear?
Of course! Wholesome ata ako

35. Who would you like to see right now?
Sam or Aldo.

36. How many baller IDs do you have?
Two

37. Are you a social or antisocial person?
Social :)

38. Did you ever like a teacher?
Yes, wayback in highschool from my upcat review class.

39. Would you ever drink tap water?
No.

40. What's something you regret?
Not saying the right words at the right time

41. Do you like garter head bands?
yes

42. How about plastic ones?
yes, but it depends on the design

43. What radio station(s) do you listen to?
Jam 88.3, and sometimes Wrock

45. Are you afraid of the dark?
Yes

46. What's your mouse pad?
Korean something

47. Do you miss someone today?
Yes!

48. Do you know what AWOL means/stands for?
Absence without leave, parang ganun

49. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
No, i burned all of them

Kapalit ni Sam

It's a good thing that my blog is not popular. But, I still have to be discreet about what I'm going to write.

For the past few weeks, I have been struggling to forget Sam because I know that my attraction with him won't get me anywhere. One day, I woke up from the reality that I should know where I should know where I stand.

I keep telling myself:

"Gusto ko siyang kalimutan!"

I don't know where to start until I saw his video



Naaliw ako bigla. Then, it dawned to me that I should not get stuck with one person, if I would meet others naman. O di ba? quits lang

Tungkol kay Sam ulit

I seldom meet interesting people in my life. Being attracted to them was not reason why they were interesting, but because of their 'Personal Legend'.
Personal Legend as Paulo Coelho defines as "the path that God chose for you here on earth."

I guess, Sam already found it. Mabuti pa siya.

I wanted to conduct an interview with him, but I guess I don't need to because someone already did. But that's okay, at least I won't be guessing who he really was. What made him interesting is
his mission. They say that many are called but few are chosen. For me, he's one of the chosen few. Not all of us would brave Mindanao, and he did.

I seldom meet people like him, that's why I took this chance to write an entry for Sam. After having a short conversation with him, I realized that I should surround myself with people who inspire others. People living for someone higher that themselves. That's how I know Sam. That's one of the quality that I want to emulate.


I'm looking forward on having more contemplative conversations with him. I won't let my attraction lead to somewhere. I promise. I'll just see him as a brother in Christ and nothing more.

Para sa dating pag ibig

Ok, magpka-teenager tayo!