Love? in time of cholera

I hope that this title would be apt for whatever I'm writting.

Yes, I'm heart broken right now because: I lost my father then, I realized that I fell for a person who's not even worth it.

The first one is painful, the second one is even more. What consoles me is that i still have friends around who loves for who i am. I thought, i'm one of those lucky girls who'll found their prince. Unfortunately, I didn't.
Shucks, I fell for someone, whom i thought will be there. but he's not.

he's not man enough. I resent the fact that i even met him. grabe, the feeling sucks.

i can't even talk to him right now. i just cant.