ang weird ng nung nangyari nung pauwi ako. nagmamadali ako, palabas na ako ng espana, ---basta, nagmamadali akong naglalakad. may nakbangga ako, nabitawan ko yung hawak kong toga. pinulot nung nkabangga ko. nag-sorry sya saken. sabi ko, ok lang, pero hindi ko na tinignan kac matangkad eh. ang alam ko lang medyo lukot ung polo ya. .... shucks! naku! baka c 'stretch' yun! oh no! nkaka-hiya, kung sya man un, ang suplada ata nung dating ko. tsk, tsk tsk. hala, isa siyang pala-icpan!
hay, naku, bakit ko ba pine-pressure yung sarili ko. petix lang ko dapat.
hmmm.dschryt! dapat ganito lagi.....
kung sya man un, at least, may nagpa-ganda ng araw ko. yey!
*para dun sa mga ka-close ko, kilala nyo na kung cno c stretch*
Monday, March 27, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
be thankful daw. cge na nga c",
grabe init ngaun! mabuti na lang at my na-discover ako na astig na food. it's called cerealicious. madali na tuloy ako mag-crave ng cereals-- yum! shucks, bka tumaba ako. oh no!..k lang masarap naman. sabi nga ng isang prof namin, do what makes you happy as long as you're not stepping on other people. oo nga naman. magsasaya ako. bwahhahaha and let the 'problem' worry about itself.
i deserve to be happy. i really do. syempre, im going do graduate this wednesday na. i'm really excited. pero i'm going to miss those people who made college life worthwhile (both good and bad). i'm thankful for having them. i don't have room for absurdities. i'm glad i've met different kinds of people, ang dami ko talagang natutunan. i was really challenged, kung hindi dahil sa mga tao na 'to, i will never strive to become a better version of myself. God is really good, he really knows what's best for me.
for those people who don't really know me or mababaw ung pagkakilala sa akin. thank you, the more you say something, the more that i realize that i'm a worthwhile person. i feel so sorry for you. kac, you're just helping me boost my self esteem. astig nga eh. mas naiicp ko pa tuloy yung mga tingin ni God saken.
it's better to please God than man. kaya, i'd strive to become the person that he wants me to be than gloating over uneccessary comments of people. i'd rather stay happy. there are so many reasons to be thankful. i was so blessed that God is sending in my life for his special purpose.
i know it's hard pero i chose to follow his footsteps. like Christ, marami din ang marami pa akong dapat pag-aksayahan ng oras. thanks, anyway.bumabatikos, nagle-label. but it's ok. i don't need them. sa inyo na lang yan. i "really want to forgive you. "whatever you say or do to me, i'm still a worthwhile person."
thank you, dahil mas na-realize ko na marami ang nagva-value sa akin, kac they know me deeply. they appreciate me for who i really am. it's true that if you really have good intentions, it will really reflect. kahit may nagco-contradict saken.
GOD bless!
i deserve to be happy. i really do. syempre, im going do graduate this wednesday na. i'm really excited. pero i'm going to miss those people who made college life worthwhile (both good and bad). i'm thankful for having them. i don't have room for absurdities. i'm glad i've met different kinds of people, ang dami ko talagang natutunan. i was really challenged, kung hindi dahil sa mga tao na 'to, i will never strive to become a better version of myself. God is really good, he really knows what's best for me.
for those people who don't really know me or mababaw ung pagkakilala sa akin. thank you, the more you say something, the more that i realize that i'm a worthwhile person. i feel so sorry for you. kac, you're just helping me boost my self esteem. astig nga eh. mas naiicp ko pa tuloy yung mga tingin ni God saken.
it's better to please God than man. kaya, i'd strive to become the person that he wants me to be than gloating over uneccessary comments of people. i'd rather stay happy. there are so many reasons to be thankful. i was so blessed that God is sending in my life for his special purpose.
i know it's hard pero i chose to follow his footsteps. like Christ, marami din ang marami pa akong dapat pag-aksayahan ng oras. thanks, anyway.bumabatikos, nagle-label. but it's ok. i don't need them. sa inyo na lang yan. i "really want to forgive you. "whatever you say or do to me, i'm still a worthwhile person."
thank you, dahil mas na-realize ko na marami ang nagva-value sa akin, kac they know me deeply. they appreciate me for who i really am. it's true that if you really have good intentions, it will really reflect. kahit may nagco-contradict saken.
GOD bless!
Thursday, March 23, 2006
-graduation-
i woke up one morning and realized that i'm not a kid anymore. after my practicum days, i felt that people expected more from me. in my family, my parents expects a lot from me. they want me to take charge in our family business. i felt pressured, but when i've come to realize that, i just see it as an opportunity to grow. at first, i felt that they want to limit my capacities, but later on, i've realized that they wanted to expand my potentials. this is also an avenue where i apply some concepts that i've learned in school, because my degree deals with people at work.
this serves as a training ground for me. this is my edge, this is something that i could prove to my future employers. i was not able to get into the dean's list, but my grades were ok naman eh.
college life will never be the same without the people who have inspired me. college life was a mystery, at first. but now, it's a treasure. college is the golden age of my life (i guess, i've said this before). i may not be an academic achiever, i may not be the most brilliant person in class. but, i have something to be proud of myself. it's the lessons that i've learned, no grade can amount to that. i will never forget atty bong lopez and sir galan. two professors that made a great impact in my life. learning will never be the same without them.
atty. bong lopez- i can describe him as a terror of reason. he bitches about everything and offered a different perspective in life. i've learned that being a student doesn't stop at school.
he exudes passion in molding us. what sets him apart from the other professors is that he was able to produce individuals that makes a difference. i admired him because he pushed me to become more of what is expected from a normal student. he is not only successful in his carreer, but he is also successful in his vocation.
sir galan-the fagot of the literature. he made me become aware of my rights of being a woman. he even told the class "kaya kau, magka-degree muna kau." i began to value education more. later on, i considered myself as a feminist. i became assertive of my worth. because of the lessons that he told us, i've realized how great it is to become a woman.
i will miss the moments where my convictions were challenged. i will never be the same without these people.
now it's about time to take another step. ito na ang tunay na karera ng buhay. i know that i don't have to fear antyhing because im ready to face the challenges ahead of me. with those four years that i've spent in college, it's about time to prove myself.
this serves as a training ground for me. this is my edge, this is something that i could prove to my future employers. i was not able to get into the dean's list, but my grades were ok naman eh.
college life will never be the same without the people who have inspired me. college life was a mystery, at first. but now, it's a treasure. college is the golden age of my life (i guess, i've said this before). i may not be an academic achiever, i may not be the most brilliant person in class. but, i have something to be proud of myself. it's the lessons that i've learned, no grade can amount to that. i will never forget atty bong lopez and sir galan. two professors that made a great impact in my life. learning will never be the same without them.
atty. bong lopez- i can describe him as a terror of reason. he bitches about everything and offered a different perspective in life. i've learned that being a student doesn't stop at school.
he exudes passion in molding us. what sets him apart from the other professors is that he was able to produce individuals that makes a difference. i admired him because he pushed me to become more of what is expected from a normal student. he is not only successful in his carreer, but he is also successful in his vocation.
sir galan-the fagot of the literature. he made me become aware of my rights of being a woman. he even told the class "kaya kau, magka-degree muna kau." i began to value education more. later on, i considered myself as a feminist. i became assertive of my worth. because of the lessons that he told us, i've realized how great it is to become a woman.
i will miss the moments where my convictions were challenged. i will never be the same without these people.
now it's about time to take another step. ito na ang tunay na karera ng buhay. i know that i don't have to fear antyhing because im ready to face the challenges ahead of me. with those four years that i've spent in college, it's about time to prove myself.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
turning point
-graduation is fast approaching and i try to look back on some moments of my college life that i will never forget. i entered college life with an empty box waiting to get filled. i can't remember everything, but i will never forget how i've changed.-
ok here's a piece of some of the stories that i will treasure for a lifetime
it took place a month ago when we were doing our thesis. it was a week of physical, emotional, and stress. in other words, i became "tuliro" because i felt that i can't deliver well in our thesis and some of my personal relationships with other people were strained. i would leave at 8 am and go home at 10 pm. my parents, thought that i was just engrossed with school work, but they do not know that there were other things that has been killing me. two of my closest friends were not my thesismates, so i somehow find it hard to open to my groupmates. however, i was blessed that i've bonded with my thesismates because they made me closer to God. then, there were this vampires that drains me because they channel their miseries to me, i don't even know why.the weeks before our defense were really tough, but i'm glad i've survived. there was a week that i feel like quitting everything as in everything because i was really strained and felt that i can't do it anymore. i will never forget it because it was a turning point in my life. i am really down when extraordinary incidents took place. i can manage academic pressures but i'm not good in handling "emotional vampires".it's really pathetic that there are people who will be rude to you even if you're nice to them. i was victimized by these people anyway, that was the time when i felt that god reached out to me. he used the other people to save me. there was this person whom i thought, i would help him, but it's the other way around. he went to the classroom to get his stuff, then i approached him, i started the conversation about our professors, then i disclosed the things that has been bothering me. i can't help it, i cried. then he told me these , "angelica, mabuti kang tao, you are special, maraming nagmamahal sa'yo.kapit lang." they really struck me because, i've waited for someone to say these things to me, though i felt that my friends have been taking care of me. these lines sounds so melodramatic but these makes when you are in a verge of falling down. as human beings we need positive reinforcements to lift our spirits.
another took place was when i'm on my way home. i was alone then, i felt so anxious, i felt that those experiences piled up. when i used to think about them, they were, like forming a monster in my head, leaving me helpless. then, i suddenly ran inside the church, i decided to confess. i prayed to God "kahit po maiksi lang yung confession, as long as i felt your prescence, i'll be fine."
then i began to confess. i told him what i really felt. then, he asked me if he could talk to me after confession. i told him my experiences that piled up. after that, i felt much better. though, i haven't fully recovered, i felt empowered. i felt that my load became lighter. the moment i confessed, God talked talked to me. I will never forget that week, because i've realized that God was will never abandon me. he was my refuge, my pillar of strength. For non believers, i'm telling you God is real, you just have to believe. despite of those things that transpired, i don't have any reason to get angry with him. following Christ's footsteps is the most difficult thing to do. my previous experiences were my struggles because i chose to follow him. This is a story that worth sharing, a story that i feel proued to tell. i hope that my story will help others. Just P.U.S.H (Pray Until Something Happens) !
ok here's a piece of some of the stories that i will treasure for a lifetime
it took place a month ago when we were doing our thesis. it was a week of physical, emotional, and stress. in other words, i became "tuliro" because i felt that i can't deliver well in our thesis and some of my personal relationships with other people were strained. i would leave at 8 am and go home at 10 pm. my parents, thought that i was just engrossed with school work, but they do not know that there were other things that has been killing me. two of my closest friends were not my thesismates, so i somehow find it hard to open to my groupmates. however, i was blessed that i've bonded with my thesismates because they made me closer to God. then, there were this vampires that drains me because they channel their miseries to me, i don't even know why.the weeks before our defense were really tough, but i'm glad i've survived. there was a week that i feel like quitting everything as in everything because i was really strained and felt that i can't do it anymore. i will never forget it because it was a turning point in my life. i am really down when extraordinary incidents took place. i can manage academic pressures but i'm not good in handling "emotional vampires".it's really pathetic that there are people who will be rude to you even if you're nice to them. i was victimized by these people anyway, that was the time when i felt that god reached out to me. he used the other people to save me. there was this person whom i thought, i would help him, but it's the other way around. he went to the classroom to get his stuff, then i approached him, i started the conversation about our professors, then i disclosed the things that has been bothering me. i can't help it, i cried. then he told me these , "angelica, mabuti kang tao, you are special, maraming nagmamahal sa'yo.kapit lang." they really struck me because, i've waited for someone to say these things to me, though i felt that my friends have been taking care of me. these lines sounds so melodramatic but these makes when you are in a verge of falling down. as human beings we need positive reinforcements to lift our spirits.
another took place was when i'm on my way home. i was alone then, i felt so anxious, i felt that those experiences piled up. when i used to think about them, they were, like forming a monster in my head, leaving me helpless. then, i suddenly ran inside the church, i decided to confess. i prayed to God "kahit po maiksi lang yung confession, as long as i felt your prescence, i'll be fine."
then i began to confess. i told him what i really felt. then, he asked me if he could talk to me after confession. i told him my experiences that piled up. after that, i felt much better. though, i haven't fully recovered, i felt empowered. i felt that my load became lighter. the moment i confessed, God talked talked to me. I will never forget that week, because i've realized that God was will never abandon me. he was my refuge, my pillar of strength. For non believers, i'm telling you God is real, you just have to believe. despite of those things that transpired, i don't have any reason to get angry with him. following Christ's footsteps is the most difficult thing to do. my previous experiences were my struggles because i chose to follow him. This is a story that worth sharing, a story that i feel proued to tell. i hope that my story will help others. Just P.U.S.H (Pray Until Something Happens) !
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
naunsyaming pagtatagpo atbp.
grabe, i really got dissapointed last saturday kac i wasnt able to see christian bautista. nasa sm din ako nung time nung album tour nya, kaso lang bumibili kami ng damit ng kapatid ko, yep, im with my dad and brother. tsk tsk tsk Nkakalungkot tlaga. But that's ok, I'm not that desperate naman eh. kuntento na akong mkta ko sya sa tv, pero sayang lang ung chance ko kac i wasnt able to see him in the flesh.
yes, aminado ako na avid fan ako (it shows naman sa mg pics ko di ba?)( but i'm telling you, i'm not one of those "banshees" that desperately grab him ang strip his clothes..yuck! it's so pathetic. may nabasa ako lately na one his worst experiences is that there was this who grabbed and kissed him, and stripped his clothes sa kalagitnaan ng concert. it was so stupid and mortifyng talaga. ewan ko ba, hindi ko maintindihan yung iba na they worship their idols like they were immortals.
eh mga tao din naman cla noh?! i don't get it, blt naman kac kelangan maging animal yung iba.
yes, aminado ako na avid fan ako (it shows naman sa mg pics ko di ba?)( but i'm telling you, i'm not one of those "banshees" that desperately grab him ang strip his clothes..yuck! it's so pathetic. may nabasa ako lately na one his worst experiences is that there was this who grabbed and kissed him, and stripped his clothes sa kalagitnaan ng concert. it was so stupid and mortifyng talaga. ewan ko ba, hindi ko maintindihan yung iba na they worship their idols like they were immortals.
eh mga tao din naman cla noh?! i don't get it, blt naman kac kelangan maging animal yung iba.
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Monday, March 06, 2006
i should have posted this earlier
The incident took a more than 2 weeks ago. anyway, that was the time na ngarag ako sa paggawa ng resume sa job fair at maghabol sa mga subjects. Maraming nasagasaan na subjects nung tragedy eh. As I've said before, I really wanted to move on. Meaning, I have to get rid of anything that drags my energy. Hindi na kac nakaka-tulong sobra.
It was wednesday afternoon, we don't have classes that time. so, job fair lang talaga yung pinunta ko. After updating my resume, I headed to the library to study. Humiram ako ng book sa Civil Law section tapos dun ko binasa sa Soc Sci kac nadun yunf favorite spot ko, malapit sa window. Anyway, pagkatapos ko basahin ung book, pumunta na ako sa Civil Law para ibalik yung book. Nung papunta na ako, sumayad yung favorite kong flip flops (ingat na ingat pa naman ako dun kac it's very rare), nasira xia, as in! Papunta ako sa Civil Law, kinakaladkad ko yung flip flops ng paa ko, at mabuti na lang medyo flared yung pants ko kaya medyo tago yung paa ko. Napunta na ako sa civil Law, kinakaladkad ko ung paa ko. Tapos pagpasok ko, may kaharap akong guy na lagi ko na lang xiang nakaka-sabay sa elevator at lagi ko xiang nakkta evrytime na may 'mishaps' na nangyayari sa ken sa library. *take note kamuka nya ung nasa pic* what i'm saying is that this was my encounter with him for the nth time. Pero ngaun, nagka-tinginan kami, at na-feel ko ang pagka-pahiya ko. Isip ako ng strategy na hindin obvious..sana. I faked a sprain, kunwari masakit ung paa ko. Hindi ko na kayang pumunta sa counter para kunin ung id ko, pina-abot ko na lang sa s.a. ung id ko. Grabe--kahiya!
*after nun, I asked myself, "mag-move on na kaya ako?" kac walng mangyayari saken kung naka-stuck ako sa trahedya na un di ba?. after that incident, parang bumabalik na onti-onti ung lhat sa normal. it was like everything fell into place----> astig! *
Moving on...
=So what's with the flip flops? For me this is a sign of moving on. Yes, you got it right, I m moving on, I want to. =
Today is my last day of being a student. My day started right and it ended gracefully. Actually, I really wanted this day to be special. I planned my activities for the day and I made sure that I look my best. I embraced this day with enthusiasm and excitement. I'm really confident that God would guide me. There lots of things that I really look forward to.
I started this day right, pero there are people who tried to rain on my parade by attempting to treat me bad. Basta, they're so frigid and I really feel sorry for them. The heck! Honestly, they pissed me of. But I didn't allow them to ruin my day completely. tsk tsk tsk, pathetic whiners.
Then, we had our seminar this afternoon. After that I've realized that the people that really matters to me. Shucks! I'm going to miss them. Kac naman, I've focused so much on the "wrong" people. Pero, I've saved the best for last. I'll rather stick with the people who really cared about me.
This day ended right. Basta, I'll just make another post for that,
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
anything goes
i can't think of any title...
>i just had my oral exams in ethics. i'm done, finally.
> here are the list of things that i would really love to do after graduation or as soon as i have the luxury of time.
1. before i work, i'll rest for a month
2. take up yoga classes
3. help in our family business
4. watch european flicks-
next time na lang iba, tinatamad na ako..
>i just had my oral exams in ethics. i'm done, finally.
> here are the list of things that i would really love to do after graduation or as soon as i have the luxury of time.
1. before i work, i'll rest for a month
2. take up yoga classes
3. help in our family business
4. watch european flicks-
next time na lang iba, tinatamad na ako..
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