chopsuey

-i've made this title because i want to post every thought that ran through my head. -

joyfully single
i've learned that some of you're views today may not be the same 5 years after. i'm talking from experience. the person that u thought u wanted when u were, 15 may not be the person u wanted today. because of experiences, we learn and our values become more defined. the more matured we get, the more that we realize the characters that we want in a person.
i'm already 21, and i'm not a kid anymore. i'm expected to act as an adult. but i'm not that old, i have a lot of 'growing up' to do. this means that i don't want to rush things. petix lang muna, ika nga ni claye. i don't want to rush into a relationship just because i like the person. liking and knowing a person are two different things. i know, relationshps are not easy. kaya, i think that it's better to know the person first before we get emotionally attached. ewan ko, basta all i don't need to take all things seriously, kelangan timplahin muna.

being me
all i want to do right now is to move on with my life. ung mga memories ko, iniwan ko na sa college. babalikan ko na lang pag kinakailangan. i want to start from scratch. kaya nga magpapahinga muna ako for one month before i work. i have to take all the rests that i need to take, but at the same time i also have to prepare myself. i want to take my life one at a time.
i want to get focused on the things that i'm passionate while fulfilling my obligations in my family.

bum culture
hell no! i won't rest forever. i can't imagine myself asking money from my parents. nahihiya na ako! but i admit, nage-enjoy ako magpahinga. movie marathon, excessive blogging, 10 hours of sleep, voracious reading, browsing christian bautista 24/7....i love it! now i have the luxury of time to do all these things, though i know that this will not last long. i've currently finished watching "Bagets". It's really hilarious, those were the days were aga mulach was the boy next door and herbert bautista was the comic geek. and oh! their outfits were really ridiculous. thank God, i wasn't a teenager that time. i can't even imagine wearing pink leggings and yellow top with matching walkman... yuck! but not all of the old flicks that i've watched were ugly. i've also watched breakfast at tiffany', it's really timeless. i believe, most of the romantic comedy flicks that werer produced recently were patterned from that movie. i can descirbe audrey as humorous, but still manages to stay classy. that's why she stands out. fyi, she's one of my fashion icons. my grad dress was inspired from that movie. it's simple yet elegant. see?! i'm not bumming for nothing