Kasi Naman

For the past few weeks, I realized that God challenged me.

I kept saying to myself and to my friends that "I don't want to get distracted by a person". Until, this guy enters the scene and caught my attention. I won't go over the details because I made a previous entry about him already.
Now, I understand why I'm not comfortable with the idea of getting attracted with someone. Here are my reasons: 1)I've had experiences in the past when a certain guy played with my feelings. 2) I fear that they might be taken already (I hope not). 3) I don't want these things to happen again.

What I really wanted to happen is to get close to him, without any romantic overtures. I don't know if this would really happen, bahala na si God. Gosh, I wanted to get over him so badly.

But this time, I'll do this differently. I'll face this with courage. After all, God is here to back me up.